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Boy I sure hope that joy cometh in the morning
#weeping IS in fact enduring in the night atm#due to health issues a few things weighing on the heart an unexpected little grief today#and also general period pains#including that thing in my head that goes. wow. i wish i had a boyfriend. also a house. also my mother here with me#fmndsmskxjxmxnxndmdndn#mouse brain doing LAPS in the hamster wheel of the heart tonight!!!!!!!!#pleaseeee God let me not experience difficulty breathing or swelling of the tongue or anything close to anaphylaxis!!!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!#healing girl era summer '24
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men that eat pussy like they’re starving and you’re their last meal.
your legs are spread wide open as you sit on the edge of your bed, using your hands to hold yourself up as your legs shake with a mix of pleasure and tiredness as he brings you to another orgasm.
he devours you until his jaw aches, sitting on his knees and holding your legs apart. “just one more for me, baby. you can do it.”
dabi, EREN, gojo, jean, SUKUNA, KUROO, + your fav.
#short and sucks#but wanted to post again.#on my period and in pain ahahhh expect lots of writing.#also just wanted to write something for jjk but had no ideas so here’s this general thingy idk.#x reader#fanfic#fanfiction#attack on titan x reader#attack on titan fanfiction#aot fanfiction#aot fanfic#aot x reader#jjk x reader#jjk fanfic#jjk imagines#eren yeager x reader#eren jaeger x reader#gojo satoru x reader#satoru gojo x reader#sukuna x reader#sukuna ryoumen x reader#ryoumen sukuna x reader#jean kirstein x reader#mha x reader#dabi x reader
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as soon as I have insurance that works in my area its over for you all, you all being my menstrual cycle
#have really come around on the idea of a hormonal IUD#because I really cannot overstate how much getting rid of/reducing my period would improve my life#every month its like what will we get this month?#the not being able to sleep? the 2-4 hours of blinding pain or the 2 days of just generally feeling physically shitty?#or 1-2 days of absolute psychological despair#also! now feels like a great time to take my reproductive tract offline for 5-10 years#oversharing on the internet#personal
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Their friendship is actually so special to me,.,,, fucked up bug and her Little Guy friend who may or may not be a fucking parasite. They make me go insane
#not rw#ava ocs#ava oc#avm oc#avm ocs#Sketch Tag#Circe Tag#ok theres the sorting tags out. its Sketch and Circe 2 of my stick ocs!!!!!#they're so cool. im working on a whole fucking essay of a post for Circe since she won the poll#sketch was actually the weird little fucking Anomaly who kisses demigods. he's best friends with this cynical bug#they would Kill for eachother. sketch actualy ends up doing so for circe's sake. so.#their friendship is so special to me bc. sketch is confused by the fact everyone finds his lack of fur and general build unnerving#and thus thinks something is wrong with him on a Fundamental level.#meanwhile circe has issues because her own creator/mother said she'd be worthless if she ever left her home.#and then when they barely manage to escape fucking -death-#full on getting half of their entire being corrupted and split into a Separate Entity.#they still cant get over the ingrained idea that shes utterly worthless because shes left the pc. so circe is Destructive and Violent.#with her two siblings (dark and chosen lmao. dark found circe in a dumpster and was like “hey can we keep this thing it looks funny”).#ALSO circe has Chronic Pain Shit goin on. hacks up black gunk every morning and cant fly for long periods of time bc#the exertion makes her joint aches unbearable.#they're best friends. mlm and wlw solidarity but they're both bisexual
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if i wasn’t deathly afraid of hospitals i would take the first opportunity to get rid of my uterus the moment it happened but unfortunately i am deathly afraid of hospitals so.
#fable talks đź’«#i think i say this to myself every time i get my period#but its true#like i have too many things ion wanna pass down genetically and also an extremely low pain tolerance#its not gonna get used to ever hold a baby so why do i even need it yk#i generally dont mind my body otherwise but this is something i want GONE#anyway back to your regularly scheduled fable posting
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okay I’m not saying everyone who doesn’t experience period pain should use a period pain simulator at least once in their life
but I’m also not not saying that
#like even people who have periods but inexplicably have painless ones#but also there’s the fact that the simulators can’t (currently) make you feel everything else aside from menstrual cramps (that I know of)#like it doesn’t simulate the weird pain yoyr legs get for no reason and the easiest way to surpass the pain is by sleeping#but your legs refuse to be comfortable at all so you just can’t sleep#and then there’s the diarrhoea and the vomiting and the actual blood itself#and how periods affect adhd and probably depression and anxiety and stuff because hormone things (idk specifics)#and when I say periods affect those things I mean they make them all worse#and there’s the way it’s hard to think#and there’s that unique feeling of laughing or sneezing too hard or just standing up you can feel it trickling#you can’t simulate that#and definitely other things that I just can’t think of right now#but yeah the cramps are generally a big part of it and if people w/out period pain had the opportunity and resources#to try a period pain simulator… I’m not telling you to do it#but also please do
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... guess who realized they completely forgot about doing breast self exams for the past six months and only remember he should have been doing it because of pain chest in the breast and, oh yeah, finding a reminder slip for the appointment where they'll make sure it's not fucking cancer
#Matt has a life#Shit from home#Cancer#Which I probably don't have as those were deemed benign tumor#the pain that come with them is something I've felt on and off for years without worrying and generally around my periods#so I'm TRYING to stay optimistic#but also I'm a fucking anxious bitch#so you can imagine how well I'm going to sleep tonight#ETA: but also. I think one of them is bigger. so. you know. fun.
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#usually i like to think i am extremely well adjusted to what my health entails. usually lmao.#but specifically cancer sometimes feels like a goddamn anchor lmao.#stomach cancers are not even close to the only ones that could potentially go on for a lifetime w treatment#depending on situation. like this is a far more normal situation than ppl really realize i think.#i hadnt realized it before i was adjusting goal posts from 'cured' to '5yr mark' at least lol.#this is not bad. this could be signficiantly worse. this is not a bad situation all things considered.#but like sometimes i wonder what its like to be like. healthy lmao.#&when things dip its like. if this is a perma-up trajectory as far as difficulty goes it feels kind of. unfair that mine started#where it did&its just like. never gonna plateau lmao.#i question my fortitude sometimes. idk its been a long day&i havent burned thru the Bad mania yet lmao.#ill get high&itll be easier to see that w/o the pain lmao.#med change ups are never fun this one just happened at an unfortunate time in general probably.#i miss my dog. i miss all my dogs. i would have lost my mind w/o roxy lmao.#at least this time i can give him proper rites; i couldnt for yoshi or johnny. so ive been doing a full mourning period.#it hasn't put me in like. the most optimistic light as of late lol.#its weird. im being such a fucking baby about all of this lmao.#but like i also wasnt expecting unconditional love to be almost exclusive to my dogs#or for the ups&downs to still be so dramatic after all these years of figuring out treatments lmao.
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I used to rarely get any (noticeable) PMS symptoms and now I'm in my mid twenties and like a week before my period, I start just having suuuper low energy no matter how much sleep I get or how well I eat, my ADHD meds lose at least 50% of their effectiveness and worst of all, I randomly feel super nauseous and sometimes do actually throw up. I do not! Like this!
Today's my first day on my period and I'm in pain, but wow suddenly I have energy again? I am motivated to clean my room? My meds kicked in? Wtf
Anyway I refuse to do this for the next 20 or so years, so I should probably bite the bullet and get to a gynecologist and talk about birth control pills (and then potentially eventually implants and such). Though me being enby complicates that bc I absolutely do not want more estrogen in my body - there's options without it but... Yeah.
I don't actually have a gynecologist. I know I should have one, and get regular checkups even when I'm not having sex but like.... The combo of being ace and enby and uncomfortable with the idea of all that plus the adhd making making phone calls hard.... Yeah.
#period talk#gynecologist#fucking ugh#but yeah like. i can deal with the pain and the bleeding but the nausea fucks me up#adhd already makes eating regular meals hard#being nauseous? does not help!!!#and i am doing a lot of exercise. i have german cheerleading championships next week. i need to eat#so.....#can i yeet my uterus is that an option?#no I'm probably too young for them to let me do that#could also go on T that'll potentially stop my period at some point but eh idk#enby healthcare is so frustrating bc there's no info on it available and doctors don't know shit about it#like.... physcally the only changes I'd really want from T is my period stopping and some more muscles and... idj#idk maybe a deeper voice? does T even do that?#but other changes don't really sound that fun#like i don't really want a beard or whatever and i generally like my face shape? idk if I'd want it to change#like. I'd need a doctor i trust and who knows their shit to really talk this through#but germany.... like we're finally at the point where maybe if you say you're enby ppl might have heard of that before#anyway I'm gonna take an Ibuprofen and clean my room i guess
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#traditional art#tw // allusions to death#Why is all of my most recent art associated with death? why am I doing this?#and this isn't like someone else is doing this#associating it with death for me or something#no I'm doing this#i wonder why?#the three names of these artworks are as follows#The World Above The Stars#Below the Grave#Red Sunset#tw // my pills in the background ig#it's pain medication 'cause I have hEDS and general chronic pain#also periods#and chronic migraines#I'm just always in pain#I wonder why I associate the concept of death and just death in general with trees#one would think those'd be more associated with life
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i did fuck up a bit needing to watch and analyze joker (2019) by midnight for a sociology class after i already took nighttime cold medicine
#i forgot abt this movie analysis assignment and also assumed my prof would pick something like walle. not the joker.#like i have specifically avoided this movie bc im rlly bad w gore so like. good luck to me!#im also just in pain in general today between my period starting & this cold. this past week has truly felt insane#p
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i had the worst cramps earlier i would get extremely hot and almost pass out then three minutes later i would be shivering from how cold i was
#also tw for emetophobia#and just general grossness#i got so incredibly nauseous#like i never feel nauseous for such long periods of time#and i just. felt scared of letting it out idk maybe i have one of those fears of puking too because it had to come out and#i put myself through more pain just holding it in
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i love my husband i love him so fucking much but if he comes in here and interrupts my alone time again i might have to maul him
#I FLED THE LIVING ROOM BECAUSE IM FEELING OVERSTIMULATED AND BITCHY WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME HOE#I WOULD HAVE STAYED IN THERE IF YOUR STUBBORN ASS WOULD JUST TURN ON THE AC AND STOP YELLING ON VOICECHAT#its not his fault im in a lot of pain (also not his fault) and generally in a bad mood today and its hot im irritable im on my period etc#i just need HALF AN HOUR MAN THATS IT#half an hour to lay in the dark with AC running and listening to music and watching some stim videos BY MYSELF without having to#think or talk or DO. ANYTHING.#thats it thats all i want#jfc#we don't even have kids yet and i already feel like i cant get 12 seconds to myself sometimes im gonna lose my mind#text post#vent#venting#vent post#overstimulation#sensory overload#sensory issues#interpersonal issues#interpersonal relationships#autism
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y’all what on earth is wrong with my body today
#Oh my gosh ow#Like shit#Some of it is to be expected#Like I get a lot of headaches and it’s pretty normal for general pain and stomach problems#But fuck man#For one thing like. All my limbs are sore??? Idk why??? Like. My arms don’t give me problems?? They don’t really hurt very often???#Why do they hurt??? also why does my right shin hurt??? That’s super random???#It does not pair well with the normal hip + knee pain#Also like my stomach is super weird today??? Got so nauseous on a random car ride I thought was gonna be sick#Ok headaches actually normal. This is how most headaches are. But they pile on#Right along with those random shocks of ear splitting ear pain (see what I did there) that come along to keep me on my toes#Also now I’m having like awful reflux. Which hasn’t happened to me since I was like nine so I don’t even know.#And to be clear: I am not sick. I do not feel a sick vibe. This is just a my body vibe.#Joints hurt head hurts stomach aching digestive system angry ear hurts uterus hurts all of which for no real reason#In short: ow ow ow ow#I’ll just blame it all on my period (which I’ve been having cramps for for a week and a half and haven’t gotten) and sleep it off
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well i'm not gonna be able to study for this test. ,y tummy hurts too much for me to concentrate. can someone pls tell me to chill the fuck out about it please
#god i'm so. i can't#why must periods be such an infliction#cause like! i have to live with it for the next two and half something decades of my life!!#and i can't!!!!!!!!!!#i cannot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so much phjyscial stress and exhaustion and for WHAT#i'm having mood swings like a teenager. and for WHAT#also like. even putting aside my general stuck-upness about marks and grades. it's just plain embarrassing?#to not be able to do something well because i was on my. fucking periods????#a process that i go through every three and a half weeks????#they should create a body that gets used to periods and doesn't scream and howl in pain when you're on them.#oh my god i'm feeling way worse about it today than i usually do. emotionally speaking#because of my fucking exam and because of the fucking heat and because i'm stuck in my house without really having any real concrete fun#jesus christ i have one bad day and i become a wreck how the fuck did i deal with being suicidal for years.#i should give myself more credit for that genuinely#i wanna stop existing because i had like 12 bad hours idk how i made it through six years until last year.#god i. can i stop#i'm so tired#ugh#negativity cw
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#girl i want to believe my acne medication is working bc on some level I think it is ????#however the occasional rlly awful pimples I still get hurt sooo badly . and are like Itchy. The Itch is so so bad.#i think generally it’s a bit better but it’s still not great. the overall redness has decreased at least.#but there’s still a lot going on :( and it’s out of my control on some level but it stresses me out#and then my mom is like i think it’s time to go on accutane like it is a casual thing. like no ???? I’m not doing that girl#that’s WAY too intense imo it’s not that bad. like this sucks but also whatever you know (<— guy who is stressed abt their skin)#I also despite that complete change in periods it’s kind of nice now. I’ll take more frequent ones if it like. Halves my symptoms.#and also yeah who would have thought hormones off balance would make my mood more stable !!! been doing better too :’)#sorry this is just brought on by this very painful pimple i have rn and me spiraling a bit#anyway.#lee’s bullshit
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